♥Merry christmas & happy holidays

Monday, January 4, 2010

kesayangan



SUKA SANGAT LAH TWISTIES!!!....the biggest one i ever seen!!!!
i think i`ma bit out date=.=....

Sch starts now(:
hollaaa DUDES(:

Thursday, December 31, 2009

My 2009 life.

It is now the beginning of a New Year(:
Its awesome.For me,2009 is ratherly suckish.I had so many fck up problems .(not to mention)
It is hard for me to erase those momments But i was force by my dear friends.
Because if i dont.I will not have the chance to look up ahead and look at the brighter side which could give me peace and even better things i could have or will archive.


I have great Siblings , My mum & dad might be pain in the ass sometimes. But i know they love me.


I too have some awesomely great friends!
I dont even know if i could live without`em
They give me comfort whenever i`m down.
They give me laughter when my mouth is upside down.
They wipe of my tears by doing silly little things.
I am myself when i`m with them.They accept every single wrong i did.
And most importantly.I love them as much as they love me.
I love you guys.♥♥♥♥

Everyone will be party-ing either in clubs, shopping mall, home or on the streets.
I guess they are having a AWESOME time with their friends.I hope that i `m with`em right now=(
But theres always next year , or the year after next year..or etc etc etc.teheeeee


Its now time for flash back over this whole year=).
see how much i`ve changed .

SORRY THERE WEREN`T ANY JAN,FEB,MARCH PHOTOS ..APOLOGIZE =)
April

May
I really do love this photo

June dear





JULY*
birthday date(:



august(:


september
;)




October(:



november
(:



December dear(;


Happy new year everyone .

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

wishes


Merry Christmas and Happy New Year(2010)

Monday, December 28, 2009


What could i do to breed back your silly adoreness towards me.?
I disgorge all my time and patience, just like vomiting.
what would you care about?what would you know about?.
this had ended on Christmas day,
I celebrated my Christmas day with whimpers .Is this what you always wanted to see?
see me burst in tears?
I seek for your love.And its really really hard for me..At first I found it..and later you kept it back.
I gave you love, I gave you almost everything u wanted me too.
And this is what I got back from you?
If i said that getting you out off my mind is hard.I`m telling a lie
i know i can..but that i just need time


There was never a real love.Never a forever promise.
We will either break it or lie upon it.
Do not make a promise unless you really do mean it.
those promises i`ve heard , are all along fake shyt lies .
Why do i give a damn?
saying that you loved me so much and so on.




and guys..
Happy new year.
sorry for not updating..i was awfully in bad emotion
so theres not much of the mood for me to update=(
i`ll try to update as much as i can

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I`m back

I`m officially back from where ever i went!
heheeheheheh...stupid sentence!=)
back dy la!...ish ish..
dont think u guys miss me jugak.
cause the numbers daily is like 10-15 ppl viewed my blog..
srsly cry wey.



i`ll upload picturess tonight.
pray hard for the card reader to work!
update later!
stay with me k

Sunday, December 20, 2009

total copy righted

I just came back=).
and later i`m hanging in genting for 3 days.
another gathering.XD
so i`ma writing about "random day out"
total copied by chloe..hehehehe

me and 2 of my cousins and my honey went to sg.w to get cheap presents.
tehe..chloe wont get one=p
the point is..
itu miss Chloe nak pergi to pavilion beli baju
sooo....we teman her la.
then!...when me and my cousins have to go for the christmas party....
which means we have to walk back right=)
so!..IT STARTED the effing RAINING LIKE no body`s business
and F.Y.I i`m wearing high heels.AND!..rushing
so...I RUN FOR THE SAKE OF NOT BEING LATE!
Chloe Ng Kuan Yee owe me 20 session of starbuck and 2 expensive meals!
grrrrrrrrr..but its okey..thanks to my dear mzyoka and honey accompanied me(:

the pictures flowing =)












mzyoka mzyoka(:

I just love my babesss


Later on i went for family Christmas party=)
this is one part of the gifts..there are more!!!

"lele" CUTE!

this photo of shark fin wasn`t taken by me=.=
random looo

Sunday, December 13, 2009

smile for nothin even if u`re upset!




No more emo?
hope so):

i`ll be heading to A famosa from 19-20.later on sleep at home.then 21st go up to genting till 23.
this includes all my
cousyyy and THE WHOLE GROUP OF FAMILY!.


25+ kids with 7 couples=)
awesome anot?.
hehe.that is for A famosa.but for genting its only 3 families =(.
sad sad sad.
update on the 1st day(:
wait for me??.
pls and thankiew

Friday, December 11, 2009

crying

I feel like crying right now..
not lucky enough?too naive?too sensitive?
why must all of them annoy me?
cant they just stay as one?!
i just want them to stay!
they come and they go...this is what i hate.
this make no fcking sense to me!
sometimes ii get so fck up.
and now .i`m starting to use cursing wordings again=(
sigh.
my babess...i`m not happy.
can i get a special one?i know i sound desprate.
i dont feel special to anyone?making feel so ....alone....

if You love me.how happy i would be.
if You miss me, How much i feel so usefull.
If I miss you.how would you feel?
If I love you.what would you say?
Why am i so emo now!!!!!!!!...
shyt.

Can i cry?

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Some

i`mma so busy & tired=(
i just cant wait for my vacation with mua whole cousins and siblings=)
i bet it`ll be fun!
laughter all the way to our destination


my dear
Chloe

Dont get so emo la..i see you macam ni..very hard to live one lo..
always drink coffee!..damn u lah...
later u get pimples dont blame it know!..
sometimes things are better of urself=(.
i felt that to myself too.aih...
lonely?..we text each other lah...dont owas blame it on u know!
its not always ur fault.its the idiot..=(
take care..

I got ma results dy=)..it was...ratherly suckish!..HAHAHAH

Monday, December 7, 2009

Hilton.

Most ppl will say that.Hilton hotel is like a very very grand place..
eff it...its shyt..
i was kinda dissapointed to know that its a 5 star and it doesn`t have the quility to be a 5 star..
very very very very SHYTTY!
its a long story and i`m lazy to blog about it=(.sorry